

Here I am at age 10. Check out the funky fashions! Those brown shoes with the knee-high socks, blue corduroy short shorts and casual dress shirt was soooo 1980’s and influenced by the fact I grew up poor and had to wear some hand-me-downs.
Bowl cut enhanced by years of refrigerator magnet damage.
Knobby knees..!
I really didn’t know any better!


Yes! I used to play baseball and soccer! Here I am at age 9 not so thrilled to receive a trophy for playing baseball. I was forced to play by my father who thought he would instill masculinity into his boys by making them play sports.
Same bowl cut enhanced by “sun-in.” I really wanted to be blonde I guess!
Vintage clothes! The green soccer jersey with the maroon corduroy are fashionable again….if I only knew!

Yes! It snowed where I lived in northern California, but very rarely. I guess by age 13 I got over wanting to be a blonde and decided high-tops and parachute pants were cool.
There’s that bowl cut again, but now I am starting to part it in the middle!
High tops and parachute pants….so cool!

Ok, so I started to “chunk-up.” From the time I started to spend my summers in Belgium at age 13 I became very unpopular at school. Other kids hated me because the teachers were interested in my traveling and always asked my in front of class about Europe, Russia and the Middle East. I think I took my isolation from other kids out on food!
There goes the bloating of the face! Ice cream was my comfort food! It still is!

Here I am at age 15 in Belgium (that’s my grandfather’s cautioning finger in the picture). Notice that I revisited the hair coloring aisle at the drug store to pick up some “sun-in” again, but this time I was going for a slight tint and not complete blonde bombshell look. I lost a bit of weight (maybe because of the new braces or maybe because I started to realize I didn’t need anyone else’ acceptance except my own).
Slightly tinted hair. Finally got rid of that bowl cut!


Look at that package baby! I never knew I had a larger than normal crotch back then! But hey, here’s the evidence!


Here I am just a few years ago….this was a total “pot shot” taken in Beverly Hills at a friend’s place before I started doing porn.



My Dorky Passport Pictures